This book is not a memoir in the usual sense. It is a dissection. I describe a life that moves along the extremes of modern existence. From the son of a working-class family to a millionaire, from building a multimillion-dollar company to its collapse through sophisticated fraud. From tables in luxury restaurants to the food bank. From a rule-of-law system that calls itself "justice" yet sometimes produces the opposite, to an actual attempted murder by criminals. From medical failures that even Kafka would consider absurd to a late diagnosis of "high-functioning autism", a term that sounds like a compliment but in practice feels more like a software system that never reaches a stable state. This book is a search for logic in a world that often betrays it. Not a comforting story, but an intellectual confrontation for those willing to look beyond the surface. The book moves from cognitive foundations, through institutional failure and physical and psychological disruption, toward an analytical testimony that records what systems themselves cannot or will not remember.
