That's the question Beck asked herself at the age of eighteen when an unknown future threatened to end her life, after years of sexual abuse by both her grandfathers and absent parents who did nothing to protect her. Leaving her to deal with the abuse completely on her own.
Beck made a pact with herself to unlearn everything trauma taught her and relearn everything she could to become 'normal' like everybody else.
Beck's intimate journey is full of heartache, of raw insight into the effects of childhood trauma, including multiple mental breakdowns. But it's also one where Beck refused to believe suffering was her only option.
Beck's story shows us the road to recovery is not an easy one but worth every step to heal what was broken and live in peace and happiness.
