So far, none of my dark secrets have succeeded in turning her against me. But this one will. Which is why I must tell her.
After she survives a near-death experience instigated by my evil bosses, I'm done with letting her think there's hope for us. I need her to forget about me and protect herself. That's why she needs to know the truth.
When I tell her my final secret, she'll realize that I'm nothing but a big, fat dead-end. And she'll walk away. Which is exactly what I want.
They say lasers are only effective because the light is hyper-focused. Well, my darkness fractures all light and even God can't help me.
But with my life coming crashing down and my bosses pulling out all the stops to make sure I never break free from them, maybe I'm finally getting desperate enough to seek Him.
