I guess after the healing inside my body, the way I look has been just as difficult to accept. I hated the way people stared at me after I lost my hair. The indention in my head also bothered me a lot. I know it is never going to go away, and the child in me wanted to fill it in with Silly Putty. I felt like the monster in The Goonies until Steve changed that for me in the blink of an eye. Without even asking, he put his finger in the indention on my head and said to me, God put His hand on you and said, this is my Patsy! That one statement changed the way I thought about my look and took all of the hurt about it away. He helped me see that I am truly one of Gods special children!
